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[23 Nov 2004|11:47pm] |
im not sure if anyone even looks at this any more, but if you do, this is for you:
im leaving the country in a little over 2 months. ill be back for bits and peices of the summer(the parts that arent spent road-tripping or going to england), and then im moving out of state. so basically, come say whats up before i go because im so excited about leaving i might just not come back! haha :D (gonna find myself a sexy italian boy and shack up in europe!)
new email is cherryxbombx77@yahoo.com - hit me up before i go, well do lunch :P
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[19 Aug 2004|04:52pm] |
is there a way to delete allllll your entries? cuz i want to keep this journal so that i can respond to peoples posts, but i dont want to use it any more. i want it to be empty. please help!!!
also, i have a bunch of movies that im going to sell. ill make a list of them tonight if anyone is interested in buying them (for about $5 each) - if not, im gonna bring them to amoeba. so let me know! some are pretty good :)
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[15 Aug 2004|03:08pm] |
i think im going to delete this journal and start fresh. so many things in my life right now make me sick, and i need to get away from it all. i dont want to remember the things ive said or done, people i knew, feelings i had. i want the past to be just that - the past.
let me know if you want to be added to my new journal. itll most likely be friends only. if not, thats okay too.
xx
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[14 Aug 2004|07:34am] |
wow. someone i used to go to school with is in the fucking olympics.
all you nd girls - remember chloe kloezman???
thats nuts!
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[13 Aug 2004|09:10am] |
so im back! and jet lagged like crazy. for some reason it always hits harder on the way back. but im sure drinking pimms+lemonade on the plane didnt help much either!! hah
i found part 1 of the original battle royale manga in london. i rock
also saw an AMAZING musical last tues called 'blood brothers' - definately one of my new faves. the actors were incredible.
but yeah, im back now :( oh well, im going back again by myself for easter, and im going to stay with my gma next summer and work there. super excited! maybe ill work at costas ;)
speaking of which, i finally went into costas in horsham the day b4 i left and the sexiest italian guy was working there! i curse myself for not going in sooner ... i swear, every single costas all over england have the hottest guys working there. i kid you not
lets go camping SOON!!!!!!
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wooah wooah HUNGOVER! doo doo doo doo do do do do dooo
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[09 Aug 2004|05:48pm] |
im really fucking drunk right now so excuse me if i say anything stupid. this is taking a long time to type ... BUT IM LEGALLY DRUNK!!
i went pubbing with miranda tonight until about 11, then met up with chris for a while. fun!! i had maybe 9 or 10 shots + a girly drink. woot woot! building up my tolerance ... sorta ... i was gonna go to the drink and crash at chris's place but i have to get to london 2morrow and it seemed too complicated - plus hes a bit creepy - so i just came home :( oh well, its not like i wont get another chance! plus pubs are fun - i saw the most gorgeous girl EVER at a bar called rsvp. i really wish i had talked to her. i need some girly love! but yes, rsvp sucks except for that one sexy girlie and vodka redbulls for a pound! fucking cheap! i went to vibrators last night and soco+lemonade was 3 pounds 30!!!!!! soooooooo expensive. but it was still a fun show! i got a slut pin :D
anyway, the main reason for this post is to say that im for sure going to florence! ACK! ive been talking about going forever but it was never certain - but now i know FOR SURE that i am going. im so excited but so scared at the same time! IM GOING TO ITALY!!!!!!!!!! also whats really cool is that trips to england from italy are damn cheap, so i can come visit family, or miranda or chris or lauren or whoever for a weekend. hoorah!! im going to italy! WOW!!!!!!!
PS - I SAW ANISHA!!! so funny, i havent seen her in 9 fucking years! i wouldnt ever recognise her! shes small too and she said "im glad youre short too, for the first time its not just me!" and we bitched about all the short jokes we get. i also saw vicky cosgrove! but i didnt talk to her as her and miranda arent friends any more. i think i might have seen this girl emily lamb last time i went out. its so funny cuz these are all girls i went to school with from about 1990-1995 and havent seen or talked to since!!!!! fun times
im going to try to sleep even tho every time i close my eyes, the whole room spins. yuck. wish me luck!!
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i missed the last bus to guildford last night so i wasnt able to go to the drink :( oh well, theres always next monday (monday is student night, so its free if you go before 11 - every other day is 10 pounds - $18!!!!)
chris emailed me - made me laugh:
shame you wern't out last night, was good fun. found out the funiest thing. was talking to a friend and was telling him about you, and he said "her names not jess is it?", and he was one of the guys you were telling me about!!! couldnt believe it, he is very embarrased and sends his apologies!
hahahaha i want to know which one!! :D
england is wicked. i wish i was here for longer :( i went to that festival thing w/ my bro and met up w/ miranda and her friends - it rocked! they had a reggae corner, it was so chill. loads of hippies. shrooms are legal here, so there were stands and 'cocktail waitresses' walking around selling them in a variety of different forms. god, there were so many sexy boys with dreads. so many. almost too many - it was quite overwhelming! hahaha
my bro and i got a madness cd today and now 'baggy trousers' is stuck in my head.
yesterday alex took us to see terry, whos a raven at a park that they always go to. he talks! he says "come on" "arse" and "hello terry" !! it seriously sounds like a person talking, its quite creepy haha
went out for drinks last night - got a "blue lagoon" from whetherspoons and it was DAMN GOOD!!! i love the cocktails here! ugh i could totally live here
off to go blind people with my WHITE legs at the swimming pool ;)
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[27 Jul 2004|02:16pm] |
last night was actually more fun than i expected
bar hopping until 11 then went to a club after that. got some guy to give me 2 pounds for a drink, then ditched him cuz he wouldnt stop tickling(yes, tickling) my fucking ass. seriously, ive never had that many guys grab my ass in my life. guys either came up behind me and tried to dance by humping(in which case i grabbed miranda or visa versa and we danced 2gether instead), grabbed my ass, or said quite politely "may i introduce myself to you?"
mirandas friend kept making me say things 4 times. hes all "i understood the first time, i just like the accent." lol! also saw some people from that new years party .. quite embarrassing haha
all in all, it was a fun night. they played michael jackson! im going to oceana next week which is a HUGE club apparently and they play build me up buttercup! woot woot .. also i think anisha is taking me out on friday and im going to some thing on sunday w/ miranda and her friend lewis and idk who else.
one of the bars we went to, the 3 tons, had live music. it was the only bar with girls that werent SKANKS. i want to go back there next monday, perhaps - they only have music monday nights.
mirandas friends all seem really nice. it was loads of fun. cant wait till we do it again! :)
good night. its fun to get out - even more so when its legal to drink and easy to find guys to buy you drinks :D yeehaw!
p.s. southern comfort and british lemonade is my new favorite drink of all time. altho vodka redbull for a pound isnt half bad either ;) i <3 england
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[26 Jul 2004|03:20am] |
so i guess im going clubbing tonight. dont really want to but it might be fun. one club, the drink, has a dress code - you cant wear tennis shoes. so if you dressed like a bum but had nice shoes, could you get in?! hah
i got a cute pair of doc martens for only 10 pounds yesterday so i think i might wear those with my red dalmation skirt. probably gonna freeze but oh well.
its funny being able to drink and go clubbing. and smoke inside.
off to guildford, going to costas :) mmm
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[23 Jul 2004|05:24pm] |
EVERYTHING closes at 5 in england. literally everything except sainsbury's(kinda like safeway but smaller) - and pubs all open at 530. its nuts. drinks here are so fucking yummy tho.
alex said to my mom "jessikas gonna sleep in my room cuz, did u know, shes my girlfriend. im going to keep my pants on tho." hah!!
finally got in touch w/ miranda today. trying to bump into ben and the other roffee boys since i dont have their # or email any more but im not staying in horsham until next week. right now im in a town called wormly - sounds nice huh? lol - its right near godalming, where i grew up. drove by my old house today, it was really upsetting. i hate the house were staying at, im so paranoid of dropping something - the whole place is PERFECT
went on a ghost tour of guildford today. oooOOOOooo
there are so many couples here, its making me sick. and lonely. blah.
just watched the crow again. havent seen it in like 4 years. a while ago i heard rumors that brandon lee dies during the filming cuz they mixed up the guns and he got shot? does anyone know if thats true????
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[20 Jul 2004|10:38am] |
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off to england today. might update, might not. hope everyone has a good 3 weeks :)
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[18 Jul 2004|02:53am] |
i hate missed opportunities
but i <3 hanging with allie! yay! i missed her so much! and i get to see her again on monday :D
i was drunk, but now im tired. im off to bed. wish me sweet dreams and better luck next time.
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[15 Jul 2004|08:15pm] |
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my dad got me a really fucking cute pin-up type dress and shoes! im really excited cuz its pretty much the only really girly thing i own and i love it, so does anyone want to dress up with me and go out somewhere nice? :)
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[13 Jul 2004|10:57am] |
i am SUCH a disney princess! haha
no matter how many times i come to disneyland, its always magical. and no matter how many times i go on a ride, i always find new things that i didnt notice before.
so far, ive conquered my 3 greatest fears - ghosts, elevators, and the people in the big disney costumes(dont laugh, ive been terrified ever since the incident w/ the babboon from lion king!!).
been followed by hook which was creepy. he just like ditched all the kids asking for his autograph and followed me. not fun.
some little kid said "mommy, that girl looks like snow white" which TOTALLY made my day .. week .. year .. hahaha
THERES A SNOW WHITE MUSICAL HERE! so exciting. i want to find out what it takes to be snow white .. does anyone know? thatd be such a fun summer job, or something to do while im in school :)
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[11 Jul 2004|01:55am] |
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its been 1 month and 1 day. at first, i was sad. but then i realized, im SO much better off now! im happier, im feeling better about myself .. who wouldve thought all it would take was one little phone call to turn my entire life around?!
go me! :) haha
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THIS IS FUCKING RIDICULOUS!!!
i picked up my car from the garage today which is right by my house, and the goddamn thing broke down before i even made it to redwood city! i went maybe 4 or 5 blocks. and, to top it all off, not only did the starter motor die again, this time it CAUGHT FIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
does anyone know anything about cars or know anyone who does? cuz im fucking pissed! the garage i go to fucking SUCKS. theyre gonna fix my goddamn car on their dime, and then im NEVER going to them again!!
my car has broken down THREE times in the past 5 days. tues - broke down at hillsdale weds - got it back thurs - broke down near canada sat(today) - picked it up at noon, broke down in RWC at about 12:15
do they even test the cars to see if they work after they "fix" them?!?!?!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SO PISSED OFF!!
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[08 Jul 2004|11:24pm] |
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(this is my last update for today, i promise)
i just had a really long talk w/ my dad about florence and he told me all about when he was there when he was in college which just made me even more eager than i already was. IM SO EXCITED!!! also, like i said earlier, i think i found a roomie, which is good, cuz i dont want to share a room w/ someone i dont know and who could steal all my shit. i havent seen her in like 2 years, but she was cool back then, so im hoping well still get along :) im starting to learn italian - my mom got me a "learn italian in your car" cd, but since my car is a peice of shit, ive just been reading the little book that comes w/ it. ugh, it seems so far away, yet i know how fast time goes, so in reality its not long at all.
damn i sound really giddy, but i dont care, IM GOING TO FLORENCE!!!!
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[08 Jul 2004|06:14pm] |
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i had to get my car towed AGAIN today. this time it broke down in redwood city. second time in four days!! i think im gonna have to put the tow truck guy's # on speed-dial! last time they put a new starter motor in it and told me that would be enough - i needed other things, but they werent urgent. today the exact same thing happened, except i was actually driving when my car stopped! and once again, the engine doenst make ANY noise when i turn the key. im fucking pissed!!!!!! thank god the garage is walking distance from my house or id be even more pissed off.
whoever told me that VWs are reliable cars, I HATE YOU!!!!!!!! :(
on a happier note, bobby called me today! he gets back late 2morrow night, so ive decided not to go to LA until sunday instead, and hes taking me out to dinner sat night. :D woot! i might even dress up - could be fun!
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[08 Jul 2004|12:32pm] |
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i think i found a roomie for florence :)
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